i wrote this out so we could have the words:
it's all beautiful
and it's even better
and i'm here
i'm more here than i've ever been
and i'm so gone
and i don't act like this usually
and you're a good friend
but i'll throw my fist
all i know is that i feel
and i felt
and i can't touch stars
therapy of fingers
i am disillusioned
but
i've been wrong before
and i'm no victim
but i do want outs
and that's ok
get close but this is not the ends
depressants get far
i'm thinking about stadium swim
please believe i'm giving it 100%
honestly
i was a running back
i just want to at least explain
ill grow older
so let me go on the Ferris wheel real quick
i'm done with the excuse that we can go on
instead of just getting together $600
i'm so sick of it
and i don't get sick
i just don't really get it
i've been bought out by another company
see how many times i talk about myself
it's natural
i can only imagine what you're going through
and i want to sit in it with you
i'm going to be at the park with it
and i'll sleep with it
and
it will drive me insane
and four years of yours will go by
and nothing goes by
i
there's a word
you
there's a word
who is feeling that
i want hands in the air like its laurel canyon
fuck if it ends up being a cultural difference
i can't sit with that
and that is why
i will fight for my own eyes
my brother swings with white pupils
fuck him he's getting gouged and lock jawed
if it's a cultural difference say it
but i'm just here to enjoy myself
floors wet
more matches, please
floors wet, please
please let us have a ball, please
that's all i can plead for
and i should wrap this up because
sin city is here
but i just wanted to talk a little
and
Why Not
because
it takes nothing out of my day
and i just don't want to take out your day
and that's why the gauge is always there
like i'm 12 and kissing her
i love to kiss her
so please just let me kiss her(?)
id rather be alone because i'm a rose petal
and i don't mind
it's a lot of time without sleep
or food
you're just striving for beauty
drink water so the vessels don't pop
they'll look no matter how much rum
i went to the library
caught up with you
realized
it makes sense
they know not what we do
we take up technology and ideology
spread it like peanut butter
i just think its better if i'm alone to eat the sandwich
i'm on a raft in a casino
venice but i'm crying for you
because you couldn't help but get your ass
in a seat for my numbers
i'm so worried about what i can't help but do
because even if i didn't want it
you want it to be one way
but its the other way
i can't help it
i was boxing the bleedin' head off him
did i just hear the last of it
last time i saw those eyes i saw it fall down
there was only praise
and that's my delusion speaking
i guess i just want to impress myself