There’s not much of anything for me
I still can’t partake in the jigg
And I’m far worse off because of it
It will kill us all in the end
Time might make something real out of me
But nothing that can stop the big charade
We all need that comfort so, so, so badly, right
And I shouldn’t just off myself they tell me
Even when everything I live is a lie
Because they’ll kill to avoid any responsibility
“We’re all just having fun living our lives
You don’t have to justify yourself to anyone
Everybody will judge so just do what you want
Nobody will understand so who cares
It’s your life so just live it how you want.”
I wrote that out way too easily
Well they spew it out smoother
Depression might super glue me to my bed
But there’s nothing lazier than that
Never a real moment with any of this
Red noses with no software update
Failed courses on self-actualization
The screens and the strong-men
Motivation enough to trample, my love